休息

呆在学校约十个小时，
累了，
晚餐后本来想休息一两个小时的，
结果一醒来天亮了。
也许我真的需要休息。。
我连电话都不接，
继续我的睡眠， 哈哈。。
开工了。。

湖旁-等待

我不想管你，
不要理你，
不会强逼你，
更不会关心你，
那是你自己的选择，
命运掌握早你自己的手里，
你想做什么，
你要做什么，
你要怎样做，
你喜欢就好。
那是你的自由，
我没有权力干涉你的自由。
为了不让让历史重演，
所以我做了决定，
放了你。
但
我永远都站在湖旁等你，
等你开口的那一天。

Busy Weeks..

This Two weeks, dam it..
I was using all this two weeks time just to study and do past year.. Almost X sets..
And still spent one hour face to face to that LEECH.How funny was it..
Mr Lim office was too crowded..
Spent whole day just want to understand that looping..
wasting my memory to memorize all the mechanisms, chemical reactions for chemistry and theory for public speaking.
I even wrote essay for Ah Ping to mark.......
Go to ask the lecturer I don like about some of the math past year questions.
Somehow or rather, CHEW is very good in interpersonal communication, but not in public communication.. The second time I understood what he said.. ^^
Luckily that Kang gave me the answer for 09 past year, make the things easier... haha
Hopefully all these are worth to be done.....God bless.
Wish you all all the best and good luck for final exam.....

From,
浪子

Extraordinary Journey

DEATH ROAD, WE EXPLORE IT..
Around 4.30pm, we all gathered at bus stop..
Around 4.45pm, six of us departed to death road..
The weather was prefect of our standards although the sun still high hang up in the sky.
It is better to be scorchingly hot day rather than dismal sky and the ominously dark cloud around be seen around. If it rain cats and dogs, it will be a burden for us to penetrate into the death road.

Different people, different transports..But same destination.
These are our transports... Dam it.

Without a moment to waste, we departed toward to our destination. Roughly 40degree slope to cycle upward.. The journey was exhausted and tiring as there was more load behind my bike.. However, I managed to cycle to there..
For the whole journey, the road was bumpy. Potholes could be seen around along the path..I wondering how the girl behind me can bare with the bumpy road. She still told me that her ass was in pain.. LOLZ..

The road like our life. Life as if an uphill struggle. We should never gave up in the face of adversity. We should remained resolute despite the seemingly insurmountable odds against us.. Take all the challenge in stride.

The road was sandy and it made the cyclists had difficulty to cycle along it. In some occasion, my friend almost fall down from the bike. I wasn't an exception too.. The sandy path, sometimes full of small stones made the journey become harder to travel. However, because of our determination, we managed to do it..

The very first destination was a duck farm. Perhaps due to the influence of cartoon, many of them thought that ducks are yellow in colour. Actually ducks usually are white in colour. Sweat.. As I reached the duck farm, without any hesitation, I took out my camera which I brought along and snapped some photo of it. The smell at there was quite nauseating as the waste products of these particular animals.
There were some pictures..Enjoy.




Ducks, so cute. The surrounding was so comfortable as if we were transcended into ethereal realm. Mere words could not be described the scenery at there. It is better to see once than hear a hundred times.Seeing is believing.

The next destination
Do you all know what tree was that?
It was cotton tree.. First time see this cotton tree..
All of us got overboard. We wasted our every ounces of energy throwing stick upward just to bring the cotton seed down to the ground. When recalled back, it was really really very stupid action.
Hey, beehive above.. Stop it before you regret. haha. Just Joke..

Actually inside there had some seeds that we can just reach it.
The outlook of the seeds.
Actually nothing special about it.. But what inside was totally different story.
That girl still said like corn.
Hmm. Ate it... Yummy..
Cotton

Then, We sat at the ground there, while enjoying the beauty of the nature, we also started to fill up our empty stomach. Although it just a dessert, but can have our tea time at such place was really first time. Pity to that camera, your job had started.

Chit Chat, taking photo, talking nonsense were our favourite common hobby. We were having a field day doing those actions..

Here a funny photo..Hey man.. Are you practice matching? haha
Strategy To Get Rid of The Stress Studying in UTAR

Time passes very fast. Time travels in the speed of light, especially in enjoyable time. In a blink of eyes, when I glanced my watch, the digital watch showed 18:00It was already evening. We had to stop our journey and went back to where we were. Dusk was fast approaching. If we do not make our way out, we will have difficulty groping in dark. Before we leave, left some memories at the lake which just a hop and a hip away from the the cotton tree farms.

Sunset.




Memories That Worth To Be Treasured. Deeply Embedded In Our Mind

<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< THE END >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

The Road Not Taken

Shadow

Walking beside the lake,
slowly and steadily..
Enjoy the nature of the earth.
The scenery was idyllic.
The lapping sound of the water against the shore can be heard.
It was so soothing as if the music to our ears.
It was indeed soothing.

The dismal sky was partially filled with the twinkle stars.
Yet the dismal sky gave as a sign that
the heaven will unleash its fury to the earth soon.
But we just ignore it.
Some of the guys there fishing beside the lake,
I was amazed by their patience.
They can wait for seemed like an eternity just to catch the fishes.
At there, some couples were taking their own sweat times dating with the love's one
while enjoying the breathtaking scene beside the lake.

In contrast, four of us took out our phones as usual,
but we were not sending any messages nor phone anyone else.
The purpose of taking out the phone was very simple.
Take the photo of our shadows.

Shadow, formation of the blockage of the light
as we know, light travels in the straight path.

We are not alone. We wont feel lonely.
Why?
As long as the light was presence,
shadow will always follow us,
no matter where we go.
Shadow will always be our best accompanists.
Shadow is mischievous by nature,
no matter how well we are,
no matter how clever we are,
we will not catch our own shadows.
The Four shadow,
Indicate love, friendship, caring & entertain among four of us.
We care each others, love each others.
Entertain ourselves(in short SS).
Our friendships will be the strongest.
Among us, we no need to try our bests to remember each others,
try to think about each others,
miss each others.
It is stem of
we never forget about each others.
The time, the days, the things we shared and spent among four of us,
although it was already past, but
it will remain deeply embedded in our minds,
ever and forever...

It was a special night.
My campus looked extraordinary awesome and nice at that night.

However....
The silence of the night was broken by the engines' sound of the motorbike.
It was irritating. Sound pollution..

My Words To You

Dear shadow,
Hopefully I will write this post to you for the last and very last time. My body starts to wane from hours to hours, days to days, months to months. I felt exciting to there. I know it wasn't the stimulating learning environment I was anticipating. Being honest, I eager go there just because of you and that was very, very stupid. I seek every nook and corner just want to have a look at you. Sometimes the chair is empty while sometimes the chair is occupied by others. You was so devastating and I cannot resist my temptation looking at you when you are in my sight range.

I wondered nostalgically. If can, I hope the time can stop at that moment forever, and ever. That was the first and the last time, I took my time looking at you. It was a giggle. That day,I felt my breathing gradually creeping toward hyperventilation as approached you. Looking at you make me comfort.I know my diplomatic not very good. Between both of us, nothing that we can prattled about. We kept silence all the time.
I will treasure that memories to the end of my life although it might simple.

Somehow or rather, everything wasn't happened as we took for granted. That night, as I walked passed by, I seemed to see a familiar looking. When I looked carefully, it was you. Everything appeared in a twinkle of my eyes. At that time, I literally sat at there for seem to an eternity although just a few minutes passed by. Disappointment flooded through me as my eyes unerringly focused the table a stone's throw away from me. There are the two and only two of you. I think you was completely caught by surprise of our presence. You gave a vague smile when seeing us. That night, I lost my appetite having my supper as my stomach was already full---of disappointment. That scene still fresh inside my mind as it was just happened yesterday.

That came to the end of the story between both of us. We cannot be more than friends. Fortunately it did not aggravate the relationship between us. I knew I unable to fill up his shoes. How silly am I as sometime I still think that I managed to be. There are nothing that could do except to wish you. I can't change you, the only person that can change you, is yourself. Sometimes, I even kept the distance between us as far as I could. I dare not look at you. The way you look at me, seemed like stared at me, no emotion, cold.. It was irritating. One day, you pop out the conversation with me, chat with me and make joke with me. It seemed to be lighted lamp in my heart. However, it was just my over imaginative. It was really, really idiot thinking.

Nothing that I do not understand when looking at the questions paper. I will take it all in once. But, no matter how many I did, no matter how hard I try my best to understand, I still cannot get to know what are you thinking about. It just met with little success. How useless I was. Anyway, thank for your presence. I learned something new that cannot get, neither from the textbooks nor through internet. I will take all the challenges in the face of adversity, no matter where am I, when is it and how is it. Because of you, I try my best to do anything that I already make my words towards you. Somehow I could not manage to do it. You still console me that it was alright. Being seeking to prevail over others by nature, I still want to prove to you and make my words to you. I will be someone that as described by you, an "mad" guy. Time will reveal all the truth.

We as if chasing the shadow with each other, unable to get close to each others.Once I started to chase against the shadow, the shadow will keep running away from me at a constant distance. I will make myself to forget about you. One day, if you feel that no one chase against the shadow, there is the time I already get rid of the loneliness, and that day will be the day I already forget about you.

Wish you all the best in future. Good luck.

From
shadow chaser.

垂钓

垂钓，
是一种很健康的爱好。
为何这么说呢？
钓鱼可以培养他人的耐性，
能显示出一个人稳重的性格。
垂钓，
也可以让人体验到世界的美，
那迷人的风景，
使人把烦恼抛到九霄云外，
尽情地享受，
仿佛走入了世外桃源。

在大学里，
垂钓也含了不一样的定义。
这里所谓的垂钓有三种含义，
第一：姜太公钓鱼，愿者上钩；
第二：渔翁钓鱼，上钩了；
第三：老太婆钓鱼，没放鱼饵；

[姜太公钓鱼，愿者上钩]
含义：那鱼饵的装饰,外表,样样都很完美，使到水里的鱼儿也忍不住跳了起来，上钩了。
[渔翁钓鱼，上钩了]
含义：那鱼饵在水里呆了一段时间，希望所要的鱼儿上钩，结果梦想成真了。
[老太婆钓鱼，没放鱼饵]
含义：在上课时打瞌睡咯。。

在那新的一年，
不知道有几条鱼被上钩了，成就了好几对鸳鸯。
但是最近还是很多人在钓鱼，
在我身旁的也不例外，
你慢慢钓吧！
我只想看结果。

而我呢？
也努力的钓，继续地钓，
只是我钓的不是鱼儿，
钓鱼，也许不适合我，
钓虾，也许会比较好，
而虾，什么是虾？
虾的定义又是什么？
你们就自己发挥你们的创意吧，
慢慢想！！

我也把我的鱼饵换了，
换回以前的我，
继续钓虾！！
新的一年，
新的开始，
新的鱼饵，
让我们把欢乐的回忆保留着，
忘掉那痛苦的，
这样我们的生活才会精彩，
不是吗？
这就是浪子对垂钓的看法和钓鱼方法。

浪子的家（HOME）

Home
H-House
O-Of
M-Mine,
E-Ever

House of mine,ever..
Home to me, is a very special place.
Since young, home to us is a heaven. We will get everything that we needed,
we wanted at home.
Since young, being a naive and innocent,
The only thing that come to our mind,
Home is the only place for us.
Gain love, warmth, console.
When We grow bigger and bigger, home not longer a home

That day, there are just the two and only two persons in that home.
They are eagerly waiting for our returns.
How happy are they when they saw us.
Everything is well prepared.
The things we used, we ate, we wanted all are prepared in front of our eyes.
The only that we need to do, is just use it, eat it and take it.

My dad become more and more forgetful. Your actions and reactions become slower and slower. Is this related to whom a few thousands above the sea level?
Is will become a burden to you? You worried about her, isn't?
My mum, her health deteriorated from days to days, months to months, years to years.
You still even asked me, I also don know whether I still can see you graduate from the university?
Erm..why no?
My family, my home, When will it become like that?
Everything had changed.
Home had become a place for both of you,
a place for you all,
to wait for our returns.
She already no longer a young kid,
she has her own mind. You all just let her be.
There are nothing much that you all can worry about her.

To parent:
There is a will, there is a way.
Everything will be fine at the end, don worry too much.
Can you all don like that?Do you all know how sad am I when I saw you all like that?
To sister:
Come down...There is not a suitable place for you to work.
Do you ever know how much your parent worry about your safety and future?
Every time they chatted with me, wont out from your topic.
"Ah girl" here "Ah girl" there.
If you still a human, why don you pity them?
Is this the way as a child treat your parent?
****

When I was young: home to me is everything
When become bigger and bigger: home to me is a place for me to see my parent,
to make them happy, chat with them
In my parent mind, home to them, is a place to wait for their children to return.
In sister mind, home to her, just a place to sleep, eat and rest after being punished by the AM.

When the home will be a place for all of us, sitting together, enjoy the life??
hope this will be as soon as possible.
___________________________________________________
家，
小时候，
家是一个很特别的地方
我们很肯定地说，
家是我们可以得到温暖，爱，关怀的地方。
家
就像王宫，无所不有，
我们要的，想的，
样样都有。

随着时间的流逝，
慢慢的，家的定义也跟着改变了。
要维持一个家，
需要很大的责任。
每个人也扮演着很重要的角色。

那天，当我踏入家里，
我看到了他们的期待，
期待着，
等着我们的归来。
在家里的那两个人，充满着欢乐，
脸上的笑容证明了一切。
爸，一天比一天的散忘，动作也缓慢了许多。
妈，您的健康一天比一天的更加虽衰弱。
你们是不是很担心那位小姐呢？
你们俩的口里，很少会离开他的话题。
他已经长大了，他有自己的想法，
你们就让他去吧！没有什么好操心的！

现在的我，
家：一个让我见到你们，陪你们聊天的地方。
在你们心里
家：一个让你们等待我们归来的地方。
在他心里
家：一个让他休息，睡觉，吃喝的地方。

[三年后：
我会给你们一个家，
一个实实在在，完整的家！]

scary journey.

Friday afternoon--Journey back to hometown..
A replacement driver came in and asked
"Siapa tau jalan pi butterworth punya?"
Oh my God, this driver don know how to go to Butterworth.
He also said he just replaced another driver for urgent purpose.
He still dare said he just slept for only one hour last night..
WTF..
Fortunately a Malay guy knew the path, and chatted with him the whole journey..
They don thirty one leh..Pro..
Then, the driver very good, stopped by at a petrol station for us to answer the call of nature.
Actually, he spent the half hour asking how to go out from SP..
Dam it..


Sunday afternoon-Journey back to Kampar.
Very surprise today the bus didnot stop at Butterworth bus station.
If continue like that, we will reach kampar around 8.
Suddnely, out of the blue,
during the path of uphill in the highway..
"pang pang pang pang"
The bus broke down..
That bus driver acted pro went down and repaired.
Then he came up..
Someone said" Pandu slow slow la."
The bus moved slower than a ten-wheel lorry.Ish, wasting my time.
After Ipoh toll,
"Kampar dan Tapak punya turun, tukar bus, Ipoh duk sini."
Change bus lo..
At first no place to sit. Stand for a while.
After then, continue to sleep..
Finally, I reached at Kampar Old Town bus station.
The story haven't finish yet..
We called taxi.
The taxi went into westlake and send that GIGI and that "intruder" back to home.
When stopped at lalazai house, the taxi broke down..
I had to take my luggage and walked back home, luckily not a long distance.
A scary journey.

陪伴

谢谢你们的陪伴，
陪伴着我走过这晚上，
这晚上的回忆让我体验到什么叫做温暖。
这份温暖，
我让把它紧握在手里，
保留着它。
有了你们的陪伴，
告别了孤单的日子。

Carbon...

Tomorrow try 1,000,000.. haha



This few days nothing to do.
Play back the need for speed carbon.. .
release my stress when play it.. huh.. syok.

浪子的生活

哭过，泪过，就算了，
我们的人生，
把美好的回忆记着，
忘了那些悲伤的。
不是你的，永远都不会是你的，
如果是你的，
最终还是归你所有。

为了一个人，
压抑着自己的情绪，
值得吗？
总有一天，
你遇到更好的。。

人生就像一个长途游轮，
很长，很长。
这游轮，
又会在世界各码头停留。
他到了那站，
他下了船，
不代表没有人会上来了。
这游轮继续的，
慢慢一个接一个码头停留，
哪知有一天，
我们会找到了我们想停留在那里的码头。。

这就是浪子的生活。
浪子那飘浮不定的心，
那冰冷的心，
终有一天，
到了某一站，
会有人，
把那冰冷的心给融化了。

I

I
normal student,
normal life,
nothing special,
nobody want,
nobody care,
no need anyone,
nothing to be sad,
nodding my head and say,
nothing is impossible.

Wind was still blowing in the direction toward me,
Wave was still lapping against the chores.
Water was still running out from the pipe.
Wallet was still been seen all around the world.
Without you,
World inside mine wont end.
Wondering for quite a long time,
wasn't I too foolish if I do so.

So,
something must be done..
Stars twinkle above the blue sky,
shining a path for me.
saving every ounce of energy,
sadness gone away from me..
starting a new journey in a new year..
starting a new life of me in a new year..
Somehow or rather,
Something new will happen soon..
Soon,
seeking for my new life,
see everything at the end of the journey..

特别的新年礼物，拜你所赐

今天，
你送我了一个很特别的新年礼物。。
我收到这礼物时，
我的心，
就像玻璃，狠狠的被抛了下来，
碎了。
自从那天起，我渐渐的开始喜欢上你。
这两天没有你的出现，悄悄的，
我想你了。。
你问我为何想你，为何不去找她？
原因只有一个，
我就是喜欢你。。
一开始，我以为我喜欢你是因为逃避那个人，
但是，这两天，我想了很久，
我确定我的心慢慢的容下你了。
有时候，我很佩服我自己，
我知道一切真相之后，
我还是很坚强的，仍然和我的朋友一起完成了assignment。
我还是那样，和他们开玩笑，但是我外表是笑了，
但是我的心却是那酸酸的，笑不起来。
我压抑着我自己的心情，陪他们吃晚餐。
我控制自己，不可以让他们看到我这心碎的那一幕。
我尽量的掩饰我自己，虽然当时的我做到了，
可是现在坐在电脑打字的我，
不禁的，
我的眼眶，慢慢的，积水了。
事实是残酷的。
也很谢谢你向我说出了这残酷的事实。
我自己很想知道，
我到底有什么不好，
为何命运要这样做弄我。。
你不需要向我说对不起，
因为这些都不是你的错，
都是我自己。
在考场上，
命运给了我一个很好的钥匙，
这钥匙万能，使我在考场上不会遇到问题。
但是在感情上，
命运却把握我抛入了迷宫，
一个让我做不着头脑的谜底。。
这未免太天渊之别了吧？

他告诉我
天不把她让给你，因为天要把最好的留给你自己。
我知道你在安慰我，也很谢谢你的好意，我心领了。

我对你也许很得不太了解，
我开始不知道了，
你说的那句话是真的，
那句是假的？
还是从头到尾你都在说谎？
这就是一个骗局？

认识你，
最初的天堂，
最好的荒唐。
不是属于我的，我无法去强求。
我写不下去了。。
你这“特别”的新年礼物，我收到了。
这就是浪子的命运。
浪子阿，
浪子阿，
回头是岸吧，浪子！

2-1-10

Today played basketball and football at westlake..
This is the first time I played football in Kampar..
Dam fun and enjoyable.
although my legs a bit pain and reddish,
but i had enjoyed it a lot..
Thank to all of them that accompany me played it..
I quite pitied about the ball,
all my fury, all my anger,
All I release on the ball.
Long time I don experience it already.
FUN although exhausted..

Sometimes

阿敏：
Sometimes, I still recall back what had happened at that night.
I try to tell myself, I will forget you.
Somehow or rather, I cannot make it.
My new year wish:
I hope that I managed to forget you as soon as possible.

Sometimes, I also wondering
whether is a fault recognise with you..
But because of your presence, I just know what mean by life..
Life is an uphill struggle, everything wont exactly as what we need,
what we want, what we hope for..
I learned many things because of you.
I will not throw the towel in the face of adversity.
Thank for your presence in my life.
Altough we cannot welcome the year 2010.
but, I will treasure the memories until the end of my life.
forever.. forever..
___________________________________________________

Ali..
Sometime, I think myself,
what actually do you need..
Am I camouflage? Or you just pretend don met me?
You prefer asked another, and also dare not come with me?
Do you really feel such a big pressure sitting beside me?
Smart will be tha gap between us.
It will be a blockage between us.
I not as perfect as you think, I not as good as you think.
Somehow or rather,
I believe you can do it,same as me,
just your laziness had failed you from success.
Procastination is the thief of time..
Just a few weeks left will be the final exam.
Good luck to you.
__________________________________________________

How we know each other because of providence,
We know each other in a special way,
We get to know each other through the thin air..
We build our friendship by using the virtual contact.
Now already Year 2010.
Time was not on our side.
Another half year I will be leaving here.
Take Care.